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| I've finally conclude that this world is very fake. FAKE FAKE FAKE!!! You say that you're on my side and at the same time once i turn around you're a total different person. YOU SAY that YOU understand and feels the same way as i do but at the same time I TURN AROUND AND POOF YOU"RE ON ANOTHER SIDE!!! YOU"RE SUCH A TWO fACE ASS hoLE turning your face to one side when u need something and then turning to the other when i'm no use anymore. YOU LIED TO ME AND U HAVE DEcieVeD ME!!! I WILL NEVER EVERRRRR TRUST U AGAIN!! TO YOU you might think i don't know anything, just a stupid and clueless little girl but GUESS WHAT I KNOW whAT THE HEck is goinG ON. SO IF YOU FUCK with me I FUCK WITH U!!! ALL I HAVE To SAY TO YOU is becareful be very very careful cuz u may never know when I"LL get YOU back.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! | | |
| SOME BODY THINKS I"M PRETTY!!! VERY HAPPY!!!!!! | | |
| I've noticed that many people that i meet say that i'm too independent, strong-will, and able to take care of myself. But at the same time many guys tell me that this trait of mine is bad. They tell me that it's because of this that many guys dont' go after me, but at the same time why? It seems like many guys like girls who are very very girly and dependent, but at the same time i'm thinking that's not me. Of course i can be girly and of course i crave for someone who can care for me and treat me nice, but till that day comes when i'll meet that special someone, it just seems like i have to take care of myself, so why not be independent???/ I believe that when that special someone comes they'll apprecate all of the triats that people say are bad.
I just wondr when will that special someone come. I wonder how long i have to wait cuz it's getting tiring.......but at the same time i dont' want to rely on someone.hahhahah i dont' know what i want but all i know is that i'm still waiting......heheh
Sometimes the person that seems right for you is right in front of you but at the same time you are missing a little chemistry. It just doesn't seem to work, but at the same time you know that he seems right for you but the feeling is not there. hahhaha that's the wonders of relationships and love.
Overall, i'm just quesitoning if i shuld change, but at the same time i dont'think i need to.hahhaha i dunno | | |
| One wonders if being nice is nice. Does being nice mean that other people can take advantage of you? This question has been in my head for a very long time,but yet...everytime i can't help myself but to be "nice". I'm starting not to be so nice, but truthfully, i just can't help it. Why am i being so nice? I won't get anything from it,right? But at the same time i'm being so nice. hahah Are you taking advantage of me? You can mean many things, and you can be any person in the world. NIce.........hmmm....one wonders to what extend would nice be. Many of you might not understand what i'm writing, what the heck I don't even know what i'm writing. Why am i acting so nice? when in reality it might be TOOO nice.hahhahaha I need something to happen in my life. What is it that i'm waiting for to happen?? I need someone to justify my belief that being nice is good and people won't take advantage of it, but at the same time i feel that what i give out doesn't equal to what they appreciate. However, i dont' expect the same amount of sarcifice back, but at least show some appreciation.
Appreciation is another word i've been quesitoniong. People write i appreciate it, but do they really mean it? How DO YOu show appreciation????
For those who think too much. dont' think too much of what i wrote. Truthfully it doesn't have any secret meaning to it, it's just something that's been in my head for a very long time and wanted to let it out, so DONT" THINK TOO COMPLICATED!!!
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| I had a dream last night. It was a very weird dream. I
dreamt that i was at my friend maggie's house and i was studying, as
usual. hahha (now a days i study nonstop). Anyways...while i was
studying, i heard this weird sound underneath me. It was a pig's
HEAD!!! It was very small, like the size of my thumb. It made
weird noises and it was rolling around. It was pink and looked
like babe. I think it looks very cute so i was playing with
it. I was holding it in my hand and warming it up. Then my
friend told me that i shouldn't warm it up and make it fall asleep
because it will make noises at night. SO i was like ok.
Then i asked her where was the body and she pointed to a white dog
house, the one that's similar to snoopy's house. Inside was the
body size of a pig , a normal size baby pig. Then i thought to
myself, how can it be? The pig's head is so small and the body is
so big. IT's so out of porportion. Afterwards, i went back
to studying and then a red gel like thing walked toward me. IT
was a baby pig still in it's embryo. LIke fresh born. My
friend then said oh it's giving birth and walked toward the body.
Then the body shitted out a blob of those red gel like thing with lots
of baby pigs inside. Then i woke up from my dream. HOW
WEIRD IS THAT??????
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